oh well... life's a bitch then you die..

2006-03-18T23:04:00.001-08:00

i have a new journal!
http://charmed16addict.livejournal.com
there.. chck it out.. :)

lol

2005-10-11T07:38:00.001-07:00

all done.
sembreak, here i come!
yay!

mr.big

2005-08-19T18:14:00.000-07:00

antagal ko na pala di naguupdate.. hai.. ano na bang nangyayari? una, i had the chance na puntahan si grace sa sembreak pero hindi ako umabot sa interview para sa visa.. so.. baka next sem na lang.. yung nasave ko na money? ayun, wala na, napunta sa maraming food ng mcdo at redribbon.. sa complete first season ng sex and the city na vcd.. sa 2 sidney dheldon na book.. at iba pang vcd.. at sa gift ko sa birthday ni dimple.. hehe.. pero okay namn.. sobrang sayang lang.. haii.,.,. ung org na sasalihan ko? hindi na ako tumuloy.. for a Lot of reasons.. ung mga friends ko na 04? miss ko na.. sobra..wala na nga akong nakikita sa knila eh.. buti na lang lagi kaming nagkikita ni rusan.,. at ni dimple.. malamang.. okay na yun.. hehe.. pero miss ko na sila mariel..
hehe.. may mga new found friends na ako sa econ.. super happy.. super nice at saya kasama.. fun..
at miss ko na si grace..

at upset pa rin ako ng sobra dahil kay angelina-brad-jen..
aaarghh..
wala lang..

at may crush ako.. si mr. big..
at5 isa pa.. si gavin de graw..
haha

yep

2005-07-05T06:17:00.000-07:00

im joining obem..
wala lang..
ugh, i am so tired

aargh

2005-06-24T19:45:00.000-07:00

updates:damn it, we have a homework in accounting.. and its really long.. it would've been okay.. but our last accounting homework nearly killed me.. no, im so not kidding.. last week, we had to read 2 chapters.. and answer 2 sets of problem sets... 7 problems each.. we had to make trial balance, accounting equation, balance sheet, journal, ledger, analysis.. and all that jazz..there are certain problems where i had to use 2 sheets of the 4 columnar thingy.. saturday night, i slept at around 3 am, and i had to wake up early the next day, its father's day, so we went out to celebrate.. when we got home.. i started the assignment.. i worked non stop, and finished around 730 am the next day..i literally pulled an all-nighter...when i went to school, i discovered that no one else finished it.. i was the only one stupid enough to do the homework!we didn't pass the homework, we just answered it on the board, and we'll only pass it by the end of the sem..i almost collapsed due to lack of sleep..so i slept instead and missed my math class..im looking for an org now.. hmm... will it be OBEM or CE? help!!!

2005-06-05T06:17:00.000-07:00

haha.. these are avies that i mabe..

yup, i made.. lol

2005-05-24T22:43:00.000-07:00

okay.. I’ve been missing in action for quite a while now..
so here’s what’s up:

School:
During the first sem, I dropped math 17, so I had to take it again during the first semester.. And I did, I got a 2.5 in math.. but I was supposed to take math 100 during the 2nd sem and I wasn’t able to so I took it this summer, the problem was the math teacher I got was a monster. Really. he belongs to this group of teacher who terrorizes their student, and I’m not kidding. Its called voltes v. and he was really a pain in the butt... His exams are SO hard.. And you can’t ask him anything because he will just laugh at you or look at you like you’re the world’s biggest idiot. saying that I abhor him is an understatement in the history of all understatements..

so I’m failing math.. the finals weren’t that hard and I was bale to answer most of the questions but its not enough to pull my grades up..
im gonna take it again next sem..
I hope not..
I am seriously begging the Lord to help me out.. only a divine intervention can help me now..

on a happier note, I took geog 1 under Miss Cadorna..
FUN.
I met new friends that are definitely worth keeping…
Our group: jay, reudel, ian, mkay, ck, aissa, ate pweng, regine sweet, maru, roan, and me..
we had so much fun filming our group report: AMAZING RACE UP Diliman edition..
its not scripted, I promise.. well, actually there were parts that we edited and filmed again but it does not change the outcome so it’s NOT SCRIPTED..
haha..
when we finally showed our group report to the class.. everyone was laughing so hard! it was Hilarious!
haha

to my groupmates: I am gonna miss you!
mwah, mwah..

at home:

aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhh..

I really hate it here.

on TV

the OC..
don’t you just love seth and summer and the whole Cohen family?

one tree hill..
i love chad!!!!!

charmed..
still obsessed with it..

gilmore girls..
haha.. same here..

CSI..
loves it..

yup, im still obsessed with the television.. lol

and the net..

wala. WALA. wala.

2005-05-24T20:31:00.000-07:00

all over

2005-05-24T03:09:00.000-07:00

summer classes are over..
and i am so DEAD..
im flunking math.. all thanks to my teacher..

I WANT TO SEE HOUSE OF WAX!!
now!

CHAD IS SO HOT!

lol

2005-05-16T07:40:00.000-07:00

babagsak ako ang math100..

haii..

uy.. bago ulit..

medyo nageexperiment pa ako eh..

im still trying to figure out how this html thing really works..

hehe..

..sige..

math

2005-05-14T04:19:00.000-07:00

haii.. math!!!!!
aaargghh

yes

2005-05-01T14:35:00.000-07:00

ano ba to.. 5 na at hindi pako makatulog..
im sick!
ang sakit ng ulo ko..
this is killing me..
haii..
nagssownload na lang ako ng theme song ng oth at oc..
wala lang..

uhmm... hmmm...

2005-04-30T08:47:00.000-07:00

haii...
wala lang..
windang windang lang ako..
miss ko na ung boyfriend ko..
uhmm.. windang ako sa math..
baka bumagsak ako..
wag naman sana..
haii..
wala lang ulit..
haii..
im tired..

omg,
nagkiss na si lorelai at luke
woohoo!!
..at..
omg,
nagsex na si rory at dean..
ohmygosh..

wala lang..

new... stuff..

2005-04-23T18:38:00.000-07:00

got a new layout..
credits to blogskins.com..
uhmm..
im taking up math100
turns out, ung prof ko..
member ng voltes v
..so..
goodluck sa math100 ko..

aaral ako ng html
ehehe
wala lang..
para fun..
karir..

ohmygosh

2005-04-16T12:48:00.000-07:00

isn't nice?! si dimple gumawa nyan.. his first.. inedit nya yan..

im so proud of him..

i love you, dimple..

haiiiiiiiii..

2005-04-08T10:31:00.000-07:00

i went to UP kanina, i was supposed to get my classcard sa kas2.. pero wala pa siya..
kaya trny ko na rin pumunta sa math.. ayun.. buti na lang nakita ko ung teacher ko..
so kahit hindi pa niya pwede bigay ung classcards, nasabi na niya yung grade ko.. 2.5, ayos na kesa naman bumagsak ako, dba? pwede na..
yung nga lang, hindi kagandahan ang average ko kce 5 units yun..
2 ako sa natsci2 kaya wala pa rin..
sana lang, okay na grades ko sa artstud, film12 at kas2..
shiyet, kas2.. baka bagsak ako dun.. nakalimutan ko yun ah..
ano ba yan.. hindi na natapos..
pe pa.. siguro naman, hindi ako bagsak dun..
basta sana 2 or higher yung grade ko sa ibang mga subject..
or at the very least, walang bagsak..
grabe.. bakit ganun? hindi naman ako nagslack off ngayong sem ah..
chaka bakit, bigla na lang.. hindi na enough yung 2.5 ko sa math..
eh, to begin with, pasa lang ayos na ko, ngayon nagiinarte pa ko..
contentment.. yup.. what i need..
pero bakit ganun..
ung sagot sa unang tanong,
kasi masyado ako nagfocus sa math17..
pangalawang tanong:
dahil masyadong mataas ang expectation ko at ng mga tao sa akin..

crap.

anyway..
i just finished "whitney, my love"
*sigh*
it was wonderful..
and it was enchanting..

ngayon, i want to go back in time and live in the 17th century...
syempre if im going back na lang rin, i want to go back as someone na member ng nobility,
tapos i want a duke, basta a nobleman, to fall hopelessly in love with me..
ayoko ng prince, okay na ung duke..
i want to be treated like a princess..
showered with expensive jewels
wearing breathtaking gowns
having a mass of long curly hair

yup curly..
i always wanted to have curly hair..
yung parang cord ng phone..
seriously..

anyway, going back,
i want my man to be completely drawn to me,

oo, super.. what?!?! si dayen ba ito?
the same person who believed that all men cheat?
yup, its still me,
and i still believe that.
im not naive nor stupid,
it would be an insult to my intelligence to believe otherwise
but neither am i heartless..
what i was talking about a while ago..
was only a dream
a fantasy, some might put it..

i have always wished that someday, my prince would come and sweep me off my feet
not anymore,
i now wish that someday, a duke will come and sweep me off my feet..

i know it won't happen in the future..
but now as i was writing this..
i realize something:

it already happened,
no, he did not give me expensive jewels
but he gives me flowers
he may not be a duke,
but his respect and devotion for me can surpass any gallantry that a duke can give
i may never be given the title of a duchess
but i will always be "mahalko", "baby", and "angel

i may never be as rich as a duchess
but the feeling of his arms around me while he whispers "i love you" or
"ang ganda naman ng mahalko" is more than enough..

u,hu..
yeah, its still me..

alkohol

2005-04-08T10:23:00.000-07:00

Cocktail

?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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2005-04-07T06:49:00.000-07:00

The Goddess of Night and Regret. You are a perfect
confidante. Always understanding and
solicitous, you could be a queen and you are
exceptionally honest. You are an intelligent
beauty.

Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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wala pa rin akong magawa..

2005-04-06T22:34:00.000-07:00

bwiset na crs yan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wala pa rin akong nakuha sa mga prineenlist kong subjects.. ang shitty talaga..

wala.. now all im gonna be able to do is sulk..

i need those classes for summer.. i need it...

argggghhhh..

i hate this..

is this some kind of omen.. that im not gna be able to yake that class coz im gna fail anyway?!?!?

NO!

please..

i really have to pass and i really need that math class..

seriously.. i need those..

crap.

and oh,

my boyfriend?

where is he?

not with me, thats where.

life can be so pointless at times...

i hate this... really.

oh..

OMG.. on second thought..

life can be so randomly beautiful..

i just saw ADAM BRODY

i love him SO much...

adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..adam brody..

haiii.. dahil wala akong magawa..

2005-04-05T22:15:00.000-07:00

at wala akong makausap at patay yung something.. karir muna to.. haii..
actually.. may binabasa akong book.. pero break muna..
shit, wait, chcheck ko kung nakuha ko na ung sa preenlistment ko.. kinakabahan ako.. .
badtrip.. wla pa.. haii.. im really bored..
ooohh.. i know, im gonna try to find brushes on the net.. lol
haii..
i was in a state of panic last night.. ung math ko kce.. antagal makuha nung classcards..
i really need that.. kailangan ko talagang pumasa dun, ano..

anyway.. ano bang plano ko.. yun.. hopefully.. mas matututo na ako sa photoshop.. at maaayos ko itong blog ko.. yon.. now, nagddownload na ko ng brushes.. ung layout nito, haha.. wish ko lang maayos ko..
haha.. eon..

cge.. tAMa

nostalgia

2005-04-05T01:44:00.000-07:00

naglinis ako ng kuwarto kanina.. sa pagliligpit ko.. nakita ko ang mga bagaybagay na dinala ako sa paglalkbay sa kahapon… mga papel.. mga pilas galling sa notebook na may kung anu anong mga nakasulat..mga pictures.. pati mga basura na tinatago pa.. haiii..

a trip down memory lane..

ilan sa mga nkasulat..

>>im over you somehow, onlu love knows how, ive got the strength to move on again/coz you made me stronger by breaking my heart,you ended my life and made a better one start, you taught me everything from falling in love to letting go of a lie, yes you mede me atronger baby by saying goodbye../you're a god and i am not...id let you go-- uhmm.. mga panahon ng kawindangan.. matagal tagal din akong mababalibaliw dun sa mokong na yon.. mga tatlong taon? o dalawa.. who knows.. pero tapos na ang lahat.. nyak,, wala namang dapat tapusin kasi wala namang nangyari talaga.. walang namagitan.. purely katangahan ko ata un..

sabi nalang namin nila trixie at ike.. ARA no more.. na we're gonna look back sa mga raw of pining for certain people that one day, we're gonna look back and laugh about it.. we are sO laughing now. right ix? ike?

haha si jose.. mag isa na lang..

>>trixie gave me this:

tanga

hindi naman masama ang umasa

ang hirap lang minsan ay hindi ka na makababa

. . .

akala ko lang pala

ako lang talaga ang nagpapaikot

sa buhay kong malungkot

*narda

---haii.. samin na lang ni trixie at grace yan..

>>youve laready won me over in spite of me, dnt be alarmed if i fall, head over feet

, dont be surprised if i love you, for all that you are.. i couldnt help it, its all your fault/i get so weak in the knees i can hardly speak i lose all controlits like something camo over me in a daze it is so amazing i .../

at marami pang iba.. m a h a L. . .

haii.. basta mahaba pa ito pero tinatawag na ako ng realidad..

Dayen!!! lol.

2005-04-04T21:52:00.000-07:00

Oie Yen... ahaha. wla akong magawa, ginaya kita, gumawa ako ng wall.. ntn! kaya lng ginamit ko ung ginawa mo! ahaha... nakakatamad kc araling ung report ko ahahaha.

10 ways to make a girl feel loved..

2005-04-04T12:03:00.000-07:00

1.While you hold her hand play with her fingers
2.Tickle her, make her laugh
3.Kiss her
4.Dont only kiss her on the lips, on the cheek andforehead is cute too
5.Hold her waist
6.Hug her while your behind her and rest yourheadon her shoulder
7.Whisper you love her in her ear..(Don't unlessyou really do though, say you like her ALOT)
8.Tell her shes beautiful
9.Look her in the eyes and smile when you think
10.Tell her you never want her to let YOU go

nakita ko to sa friendster.. so true.. so dimple..

peanut butter

2005-04-04T11:31:00.001-07:00

haii..
madjo windang nanaman ako.. antagal ko na hindi naguupdate.. nagpopost lang ako ng mga pic na kung anu ano..
tulad nito..
[IMG]http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y65/charmed16addict/Up.jpg[/IMG]

haii.. gusto ko nga pala ulit buhayin ang upisforums kasi sayang naman siya, dba?
puntahan niyo minsan.. masaya yun..
haii..
oo nga pala.. ung yearbook rin namin gusto ko nang matapos kaya, epal na kung epal, wala akong pakialam, kesa naman hindi matapos.. eepal na lang ako..
at.. oo.. yun nga.. obsession ko ang pageedit ng photos at paggawa ng mga kunga anu anong wallpaper at banners..
love ko pa rin ang panonood ng tv.. yun ang life ko..
chka pagbabasa ng judith mcnaught na book.. oo, romance novels un.. so what? so sue me..
uhmm.. windang ako ng magfinals kaya goodluck.
haiii.. wala namang bago.. mahal ko pa rin si dimple..
at lalo pang nadagdagan nung kagabi..
debut ni v-anne..
tumugtog sila..
at sinabi niya sa lahat ng tao dun sa debut.. sa harap ng mga magulang niya at mga kaibigan namin na mahal niya ako..
need i say more?
yun nga lang. 1 week kaming di magkikita..
keri to..
kami pa?

miss ko na c karina..
sana makalipat si rusan sa business econ..

2005-04-01T07:39:00.000-08:00

EDIT: anlaki kc eh.. pinalitan ko ng thumbnail.. ;) - grace

huh?

2005-03-25T09:18:00.000-08:00

wala lang
im online naman palagi pero i keep on forgetting to update my blog..
maybe because nothing is going on..

2005-03-24T00:14:00.000-08:00

gawa ko.. lol..

produkto ng adobe photoshop

katangahan ko..

leyton

2005-03-21T03:40:00.000-08:00

>>my sig<<
huge thanks to grace

pic

2005-03-20T08:54:00.000-08:00

trial lang Dayen

2005-03-19T22:49:00.000-08:00

trial lang kung magwowork.. delete mo na lang... di ko naman na-gets

ung sinasabi mo. wala namang mabagal eh.. eniweiz, linked na ung blog

mo sa photobucket... - karina

windang

2005-03-19T21:23:00.000-08:00

exam
paper
finals
natsci2
math17
film12
meetings

when do i get my life back?

funny

2005-03-12T17:54:00.000-08:00

UNDERSTANDING WOMENA Woman's Vocabulary, Keywords and Meanings (as taken from an interview with a woman)

FINE
This is the word we use at the end of any argument in which we feel we are right, but need to shut you up. NEVER use 'Fine' to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of thosearguments.

FIVE MINUTES
This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the fiveminutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so I feel that it's an even trade.

NOTHING
This means something and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing"usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with the word "Fine".

GO AHEAD (with raised eyebrows)
This is a dare. One that will result in a womangetting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine".

GO AHEAD (normal eyebrows)
This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care". You will get a raised eyebrow "Go Ahead" in just a few minutes, followed by "Nothing" and "Fine" and she will talk to you inabout "Five Minutes" when she cools off.

LOUD SIGH
This is not actually a word, but is still often averbal statement very misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing".

SOFT SIGH
Again, not a word, but a verbal statement. "SoftSighs" are one of the few things that some men actually understand. She is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe and she will staycontent.

OH
This word followed by any statement is trouble.Example; "Oh, let me get that". Or, "Oh, I talked to him about what you were doing last night". If she says "Oh" before a statement, run, do not walk, to the nearest exit. She will tell you that she is "Fine"when she is done tossing your clothes out the window, but do not expect her to talk to you for at least 2 days. "Oh" as the lead-in to a sentence usually signifies that you are caught in a lie. Do not try to lie more to get out of it, or you will get raised eyebrows and a "Go ahead," followed by acts so unspeakable that I can't bring myself to write about them.

THAT'S OKAY
This is one of the most dangerous statements that awoman can say to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before visiting on you major retribution and tribulations for what ever it is that you have done. "That's Okay" is often used with the word "Fine" and used in conjunction with a raised eyebrow "Go Ahead". At some point in the near future when she has plotted and planned, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.

PLEASE DO
This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman isgiving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance to tell thetruth, so be careful and you shouldn't get a "That'sOkay".

THANKS
A woman is thanking you. Do not faint, just say you're welcome.

THANKS A LOT
This is much different than "Thanks". A woman willsay, "Thanks A Lot" when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have hurt her in some callous way, and will be followed by the "Loud Sigh". Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the "LoudSigh", as she will only tell you "Nothing".

haha

2005-03-01T19:29:00.000-08:00

wala lang.. tagal ko nang di naaayos to,,
busy kce eh..
daming requirements..
dbale..
bawi ako next tym..
hehe

wala. WALA. wala.

2005-01-28T18:42:00.000-08:00

i am so stressed out
got 2 math tests coming up
im deprived of happy food

haii.. tagal na since my last post..
dami na nangyari..
nagbirthday nko,
18 nko
haha, whattajoke..
walang nangyari nung birthday ko.. slumber party..
pero looking back, hindi masaya, onti lang ung talagang masaya..
i dont know..
narealize ko rin na ung mga friends ko may mga bagong friends na at nagchange na..
at nawawala na sila..
kasalanan ko ba?
siguro..
wala.. ang sad.. ung friends ko may mga new friends na,
may mga bagong mundo na na kanila lang..
ako, nakakamiss..
pero ganun talaga eh..
nkakalungkot mang isipin,
wla na rin namang magagawa..

ongapla
nakakulong pa rin ako d2 sa bahay..
haiii..

wala. ang depressing sobra.
knino nko tatakbo pag kelangan ko ng help?
kay dimple?
i love him and all, pero iba pa rin pag sa girl na friend eh..

:'c

2005-01-08T02:23:00.000-08:00

as promised. here is my end of the year thingy…

this year has been a year of great changes… exciting and scary changes..

but first, I would like to reminisce on certain events that caused those changes..

January..
my 17th birthday. I had a few friends over for a little get together.. hey, that was fun..
volleyball games.. enough said..

February..
valentine’s day:
waterworks -- corps office…
waterworks at home.. while texting.. ike..
prom..
the UPCAT results were released!!!! I PASSED!!! I’m in!! BSBE!! gianrecalde, thankyou!!
entrepreneurial churva in HE..

March..
21.exams.
cat grad.

April
graduation…I graduated with honors, I almost did NOT graduate.. thanks to our English term paper.. mamaflor, thankyou..
gradball @ fernwood gardens.. wonderful..

May
may282004.dimplepelaez.. I love you so much..
got a new phone

June
first year as a college student..
nagkawindangwindang ang mundo dahil sa dad ko.. binawi nya ung pagpayag niya..

July

August
birthday ni dimple…
debut ni ruth,,
I lost my bag, phone, wallet, id, everything..

September
I dropped math..

October
sembreak..
umalis na c grace..

November
2nd sem..

December..
. . .
lantern parade, oblation run..

well.. there..
it has been a rollercoaster ride, full of ups and downs..
ups and downs that caused certain changes..
I’m not as cheerful as before..
maybe because I discovered that life isn’t all fun and games, there are problems around me I didn’t seem to notice before..
I used to fuss over petty little things. now, those things seem so shallow..

one of the major changes that took place was when grace went away..
it was painful and scary.. it was so hard.. I’ve known her for such a long time that I’m very dependent on her.. well. that was just sad..

another was dimple..
he is wonderful and I love him..
that was a good change..

I may not be as cheerful, but I’m just as happy, if not happier,,
im just not as carefree..

well.. life will go on..

looking forward to another year..

wait lang, ha

2004-12-29T22:29:00.000-08:00

may kwento ako pero hindi siguro ngayon..

gagawa uit ako ng sort of.. end of the year thingy.. wla lang..

bakasyon

2004-12-17T06:15:00.000-08:00

okey, so, christmas na..
christmas break na naman..

tapos na ang lantern parade at ang oblation run..

una: ang pasko..
wala pa akong gift kay dimple.. kasi naman ang hirap magisip..
pero ngayon alam ko na.. sa january na lang..
binigyan ako ng gift na mama_nette..
love ko talaga un..
actually, love ko ang buong pamilya nila..
sobrang home talaga..
parang sa 7th heaven..
hehe..

pangalawa: oblation run at lantern parade ng UNIBERSIDAD NG PILIPINAS
walang kwenta ung oblation run.. may rose ako galing sa oblation run kaso naputol kaya na kay katty na.. haha..
ung lantern, nkakapagod, at ang onti ng mga participants.. wala atang budget ang mga colleges..

ASTIG YUNG SA FINEARTS.. ANG GALING..

wala... yun lang..

ngapala, magsisimbang gabi ako..
2down, 7 to go..

***...ohwell, life's a bitch then you die...***

bore me, why don't you..

2004-12-06T23:26:00.000-08:00

im home early kasi hanggang 1 lang ung class ko..

we had a shitty popquiz in math....
i don't know how i did..
but it looks bad..

damn it..

anyway..

wala..

tapos na ung csi sa axn..
badtrip..
ohwell..

******ohwell, life's a bitch then you die******

happy birthday grace!!!

2004-12-04T08:18:00.000-08:00

birthday ni grace ngayon, at since nsa states sha, inemail ko na lang sha.. badtrip, ayaw pa maattach nung file, pero ngayon, naaattach na sha.. hehe..

wala, ampangit ng araw ko.. whatever..
1.nagattempt ung mom ko na magbond daw kami.. ohwell, atleast nagtry sha.. okey na rin..
2.i discovered that my dad hates me
3.once ko lang nkausap ung boyfriend ko, pagod pa sha so..goodluck dba.. at wala akong gnawa habang magkausap kami kundi tumahimik at pagkatapos ay magbreakdown na lang habang yakap ako ng sisters ko.. shiyet,mahal nila ako.. >danica, nicole, dimple... salamat.. mahal na mahal ko kayo.. grace, ikaw rin<
4.nanood ako ng 7th heaven, boston public, at gilmore girls.. i was so happy
5.nagsulat si nicole ng "ang ganda mo ate dayen, i love you" so sweet... love her..
6.nakausap ko c gaea, sis ni dimple at sabi nya, i love you...

ohwell.. okay na rin pala.. love ko talaga ang gilmore girls.. love ko si luke at c lorelai at si rory at lahat sila..

haii..

i just have to hold on..
yeah, mahal, i will.. para sayo..

salamat sa pagmamahal..

i tried, didn't i?

2004-12-03T06:46:00.000-08:00

well.. we still don't have classesbecause of the storm na di ko naman na-feel, except dun sa part na nagbrown out kagabi, for 5 hours.. simula 7 hanggang 12.. that was like hell.. we were forced to have some "family time" na hindi naman pala.. ohwell.. anyway, i was so grateful nung nagkakuryente na.. i got to watch tv.. hehe.. ahhhh... the comforts of living in the 21st century..

anyway..

my mom and i had a fight... AGAIN.. what's new..
well, this time, i wrote her a letter.. i was trying to get her to talk to me..
wala eh.. walang epekto..

I GIVE UP.

haiii..

confirmation ngayon ni hannah at ni danica.. sisters ko yan.. Congrats!

now, we have a little gathering.. hindi nga para knila danica kce, mga katennis ng paremts ko ung and2 eh.. again, What's new..

haiii..

i'm so bored.

sana may pasok na para makaalis na ko..

...and i badly need money.. christmas na, no..

haiii..

ohwell, life's a bitch then you die..

whatthef**k

2004-12-01T16:32:00.000-08:00

its been awhile since my last entry.. nsira kasi ung mouse kaya.. e2.. ngayon lang ulit..
….
ano na bang nangyari?!..
well.. uhmmm..

nagstart na ung classes.. im taking math17 again.. gaga kasi ako drnop ko.. pero actually, buti na lang, kasi nagbagsak talaga sha ng mga tao eh.. anyway.. saying nga lang kasi kung hindi ko sha drnop, at okey ung grades ko, CS dapat ko.. pero ohwell.. it was okey na lang rn..
I have artstud1, film12,natsci2,math17, kas2.. and bowling for my PE..

I am currently addicted.. sa CSI, gilmoregirls,charmed.. sa tv.. yeah.. im a freak..

love ko si chad, c Lindsay lohan, c Britney.. haha..

walang pasok ngayon kasi bumabagyo.. actually, parating pa lang sha.. and it’s supposed to be this scary storm na kasing lakas daw nung sisang.. nung 1987 ata un, so I hope na wala nang mamatay pa.. andami na kasing casualties eh.. may namatayan pa akong friend.. not because of the storm.. her dad died.. di pa alam ung reason.. haii.. depressing..

haiii..

anyway,, going back dun sa storm..
the reason kung bakit andaming namatay sa real quezon ay dahil sa landslide caused by illegal logging.. I condemn illegal logging… I know na I am not innocent when it comes to the destruction of our environment but these illegal loggers, buhay pa sila, bnburn na sa hell ung souls nila.. if they have one, that is..

haiii..

ohwell, life’s a bitch then you die..

hell

2004-10-28T21:57:00.000-07:00

I do not kn0w how much more of this I can take...

I no longer understand what’s happening...

I just want to runaway, disappear…
Vanish into thin Air...
Like s0mEthIng that never existed...
I want all these to end as if it was a bad dream…

Everyday in this h0UsE is pure t0rtUrE...

I don’t know what I did to deserve this…

If there’s one thing that I’m lo0kiNg forward to that involves this house that my parents call “h0me”...
It’s going away...

I hate this house...
I hate the position I’m in…

They treat me like shit yet they don’t allow me to leave the house...

Like a prisoner… I wait for the day that I will finally be released...

And…

When that day comes…

I will go as far away from this hell as possible...

This would be nothing...

Nothing...

And there would be no looking back...

wala

2004-10-25T03:03:00.000-07:00

haiii..
nasira nga pala yung mouse namin kaya e2, ngayon lang ulit ako nakapagpost..

c grace nasa states na.. at unti-unti ko nang natatanggap.. kahit last night depressed pa rin ako.. to the point na i cried myself to sleep.. but i'm super thankful that i have the love of my life with me.. "pol, thank you ha.. thank you for helping me through this.. and for bearing with me even if all i do is bitch on you.. i love you.."
anyway.. yun.. andun na c grace.. nakapag usap na kmi at i'm okay.. nagtetext dn kami kaya lumilipad yung bago kong load.. hehe.. anyway.. yun lang..

masaya naman ako khit papano..

bestfriend

2004-10-21T01:40:00.000-07:00

life is so unfair.. one day you’re fine, even if you are all by yourself, content and happy with the way things are… then you meet someone.. you form a connection with that person.. and, without either of you knowing it, a very strong friendship slowly blooms… you become the best of friends and you begin to be dependent on each other.. you get so close that you could not even begin to imagine life without the other.. and then suddenly.. that person is taken away from you..

it sucks.. my bestfriend in the whole world is leaving.. for good.. we have no idea when we’ll see each other again.. we don’t even know if we will ever see each other again.. this sucks.. big time..

I don’t know what to do.. or how to deal with this.. we’ve been best friends for the longest time.. then, suddenly.. THIS?! I hate it.. I hate that I can’t do anything about it.. I would literally not know how to go on..

my best friend is the one who knows me best.. she is the one who’ll always understand me and accept me for who I am.. now she’s leaving.. life is so unfair..

she will be leaving on Saturday.. that’s what?.. two days from now?!...

haiiii….

This really sucks…

trust

2004-10-20T04:02:00.000-07:00

haiii.. obviously, dko pa rn nafifigure out kung pano to maaayos.. pero ohwell.. siguro, next time.. maaayos ko na rn sha.. hopefully..

malapit na magdebut c Karen..bad3p.. parang ayaw ako payagan ng dad ko.. and u know what.. it pisses me off..

.. never ko dinissapont parents ko in anyway.. I always did what they wanted me to.. I got good grades.. I was a good daughter.. well.. relatively.. but my point is.. they never had to worry about me because they know that I will always choose to do what’s right for me and for those around me.. apparently, seventeen years of being good does not help my case in earning their trust..

I hate this.. I hate not being trusted.. especially since there is no reason not to trust me…

CRAP.

pano to?

2004-10-18T05:35:00.000-07:00

haiiii..wala.. im still trying to figure out kung pano gamitin at ayusin to.. hopefully, in the near future.. maaayos ko na sha..

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